I have a bunch of stuff I should go through. Bags of mail from the table from various times that build up. Cabinets the mice have wrecked. There's stuff in the barn and shop too that need to be gone through. I don't know what to do. The future scares me. Every time something breaks there's no money to fix it. I don't even have any money to bury me when I die and I don't know what will happen to my son. He will have no one.