Just a short walk today; I got really tired really fast and knew the long way was out.

I don't know what is wrong with me and exhaustion lately. All I wan to do is sleep. If I fall asleep too early I wake up very early (10:00 tonight and now I have a 1:29 AM keeper I don't understand) and fight to get back to sleep and stay that way. I woke up sure it was 6 AM so 1:29 was a rude awakening. I suppose the exhaustion could be depression but I don't have other symptoms. I guess it's part of grief? Maybe.

I just wish I had enough motivation to get out there and do the hills that really exercise me, even when I walk the dogs on their hard walk. I know I can, I'm just so tired it's hard to even consider.