Do you know the one where somebody comes along and says "you don't know how hard life really is"?
Well I don't
Most people can go from birth to death and not have a single bad thing happen to them.
Then there is the percentage that has every conceivable disaster happen to them.
Some make it , others don't and that's life
I can talk from experience because life has a way of dealing me did hands but I keep going.
I look at things as to teach the next person how to get over what they are facing and maybe help.
It's either that or I just don't know when to quit.
Anyhow.
Try not to see yourself as broken and lost.
See yourself as everything is a lesson to be learnt.
You have friends. You know that help is never far away