After lurking around for a long time . I thought this was worth popping up for . Firstly you don't post threads , so this was of great importance to you . Nextly , I have no idea about how the chemical imbalance of the brain could work ...but...having been impressed by your constant empathy for others and your wise and caring comments to all .. if only we had all been cursed by the imbalance you have carried all your life , then the world would be a much better place . For what's it's worth , I think you are who you are because of how your made up , not due to any "icky Freudian thing" . I think you are unique and a beautiful soul .