I understand. I have really struggled for over ten years to put my ex T that i loved behind me.
I still dream about talking to her. I still always keep a close watch whenever I am in the city she works in.... just in case. I still dream of asking her “what did I do wrong? why did you dump me?”It is hard to think of her as part of my past but I have to force myself to realize that. It has been over 11 years since she suddenly dumped me out of nowhere. But she is not completely behind me yet.