Hello All. Sorry to have abandoned you all and thank you all for being here in my recent(not so recent) times of crisis. Unsure where else to turn, this forum provided safe space for me to connect, vent, and at times, virtually scream, and keep myself from imploding. Recently, I have put school on a temporary pause and returned to a part-time volunteer/work role. Also, I have made a pro-active decision to stop "spinning" and actually pick up a bicycle and bike to where I need to be. This time alone has helped me tremendously. I now bike 20-80 miles every week to get where I need to be and home again. Although, I am only working a few hours every week, I am able to be out of lonely alone and be alone on the road. I hope to be welcome to continue to check-in with you all and will make an effort to find time to check-in regularly. Thank you all again for all that you do here. Also, greetings from Ember the forever pup. She sends her love as well.