I don't think this is true. You have shown me kindness around here, when you have literally every reason not to given my diagnosis. That matters.

I'm bad at emotional support, I won't pretend otherwise. But I couldn't read this and in good conscience (yes, I have a conscience) agree that abandonment is something you deserve. You do not.

Also, no child deserves abuse. Ever. I have less than zero tolerance for people who prey on children.