Im just very anxious about my iminent demise?
I feel as though i fail at everything and i am not consistent or reliable!

I am unable to work and support myself... i dont serm to be self sustainable... and my self perseverance skills are not good...

Im trying to hide away from everything for a few days to hopefully recalibrate and find myself

Its no therapy model .. im just trying to figure out how to put these things into english in a way that can be comprehended...

Im afraid but its tied up and put in the back, afraid because i know my challenge and see how very low the possibility of my success is... but running the up front to try, atleast, because i do want it... and believe i can do it, if i could just .. handle what ever is causing this .. problem... whatever it is...

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