Thank you, Rose76! I'm doing a lot better now mentally. I am waiting for my mother to go to Asia for awhile. I am looking forward to living with her. I'm doing well so far. The pdoc lowered my dose since I was too sedated. I also lost five pounds. I think the shots are helping. I feel more alive and in- tune with reality. I am doing more tasks. My goals are to lose weight, become more stable mentally, and find some work eventually. In the meantime, I'm going to study also when time permits.