I currently just left an abusive situation with my husband. And due to that he took me and my kids off of his insurance. I can't afford our own insurance right now and as a household me and my kids make too much to get govt assistance (even though they dont pay or help me out). What over the counter meds or cheap alternative are there to help with BPD? I was diagnosed last year but I could never afford the meds. And now, I know I'm getting worse because the faces are appearing everywhere again and my night terrors are getting worse since I lost my 2nd job and actually have the ability to sleep now. I'm becoming a complete mess.