325g of kratom was on it's way before I flushed everything and it came in the mail today. I might just use it as a buffer for my addiction like how people use it to get off of heroin.

Then eventually I'll be completely sober. But I'll have a few drinks of alcohol on special occasions cuz I'm not a person that drinks one drink and then can't stop. I managed to flush really addictive drugs cuz they don't really mean much to me anyways so idk..

One day at a time..