Hi, thanks for your response. Yes I do see a therapist. The last time I saw her I told her I cut myself. Cut twice since then. I can’t get in to see her again until June 4. I got the amount of times wrong. My boyfriend broke up with me 5 times since my dad died and I took him back. My therapist told me to reconsider this relationship when he dumped me and fought with me as soon as I returned from out of state after watching my dad die in front of me in the hospital. He told me all I do wrong. She said he was too selfish and didn’t care about my needs. He is always right in his mind and it doesn’t matter what I do even the way I word things makes me wrong even if I say what he wants to hear me say. He makes me feel awful about myself. Then comes back a few days later and says I’m the love of his life blah blah. I’m so vulnerable I can’t seem to get out of this.