I suck at being a friend. I always thought I was a good friend but I clearly suck at it. A friend has said when I'm manic I'm and I quote "demanding, pushy, paranoid" all cause I said my friends don't speak to me. She says when I'm manic I'm a different person. She says I expect answers and replies straight away. I don't understand? I just don't understand where I'm going wrong.

I've literally lost 5 friends and I have no-one else other than family