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Originally Posted by Rohag
No need to answer these questions:
Is it possible to be fully present in your current circumstances?
Might not being fully present be, at least in part, a necessary personal/psychic defence for you (especially in view of "people playing games")?
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I think I have abandoned myself again. Thank you Rohag for reminding me of that.
When life becomes too painful and I cannot take the action the would bring ultimate peace, I think it is the only thing I can do.
I cannot deal with life when feeling overwhelmed. I now feel guilty that I am not present for my kind family members.