Today my Community Worker is coming to my flat to help me clean. I'm really unsure and anxious about it. I saw my ex Peer Worker this morning for a chat she says I need to do this. She says what she's noticed is I hold back a lot. As in there is something about me that just holds info back. I do it with everyone if I'm honest.

Currently.... my livingroom blinds have been shut for 2 years, my windows have not been opened in 6 years, my recycling needs doing, my house work needs doing and I mean EVERYTHING, food shopping needs doing etc etc

I've lost the ooomph and motivation to do anything.

Positive thoughts for my Worker coming to the flat in over 2 hours