Sorry so much is going on with you. Are you seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist? I can relate to the part about sharing too much (giving TMI). I do it when my mental health issues are at their worst. Through therapy and medication, I have learned that I can choose what to share--even to my therapist and the people I am closest to in my life. Perhaps we share to much when we are crying for help when we are overwhelmed. Not having a job is a serious issue that impacts everything--hard to have the healthcare you desparately need and harder to make friends when you have no money to go anywhere. Hope things get better for you soon.