No I don’t ever feel abandoned.
Years ago I saw a t at my grad school and was allowed to continue as alumni but then they changed the rules and she could no longer see me. It was rather abrupt and over the phone and no final sessions were offered but it was fine. It is what it is.
My current t I only see on and off sometimes stopping for long periods of time like up to 6 months or so. I had 3
so every time I just stop seeing her I come back for bereavement help. Anyways eventually I likely won’t see her at all although who knows. She is getting older and might retire too. I guess I’d see someone else if need to and she isn’t available