I take adderall xr and have for nearly 14 years. I find that I am more creative because when I have ideas I am able to execute them or come up with ways to make them work. An example would be this sweet 16 I am planning for my daughter (which is this saturday). She has a semi/rocknroll theme/80's them so I came up with the idea of building centerpieces out of glued, stacked clear cassette tapes and putting fairy lights in the center of them. They are really cool. I never would have been able to get from point a to point b without being on medication. Have you ever tried anything other than vyvanse? My husband has narcolepsy and adhd and he takes provigil but it really only helps him with the tiredness it doesnt do much for his adhd.