I might ask for Dexedrine so I can take 15mg (50mg Vyvanse) 3-4 times a day for a total of 45-60mg Dexedrine a day.

It's because my doctor doesn't want to give Dexedrine at the end of the day while on Vyvanse because he doesn't want to prescribe both stimulants at the same time.

I would be able to skip doses if I want and have refills longer than a month.

But idk.. Maybe I just need to find other ways for creativity while I'm awake on the Vyvanse rather than not being able to even get out of bed when off the Vyvanse.

If you're still creative while on Adderall then there must be something else wrong with my brain.. Antipsychotics.. weed..

The thing is, I have really really intense dreams. I was looking at all of the visual hallucinations around my room when I woke up this morning. It was very intense but they're just harmless hypnotic hallucinations that go away once I wake up.

I have problems getting to sleep and problems waking up. It's like my brain never transitions to wakefulness or sleep without a chemical to do that...