It's just anxiety, @lizardlady ... I overthink things sometimes.

It's only four parts here ...

The actual request I complete, then my employer does parts II & III (job description and duties), and my doctor does part IV.

I've done my part, my supervisors (that support me & my request 100%) are working on their part, and I'm dropping part IV by my doctor's office this week.

I'm also worried that if it does turn out to be psoriatic arthritis if the diagnosis is coming too late to do anything about it.

We could've been treating it all this time and it not gotten to the point it is now.

Kinda makes me sad, but one thing's for sure, I'm a tough cookie and shall persevere!

Certainly appreciate yours and @~Christina's support too!