I met the ward pdoc today. It went okay. He wants me to stay here a couple more weeks. I have not heard voices in over a day. I feel clear headed. But we know if I take things too quickly, I will fall backwards again. The pdoc is writing a form to Kela for functional therapy; helping me with daily tasks so I get back on my feet. So all in all I may be in here for over a month. I am also not talking to my mom for the last 2+ weeks and its helping me to see things clearly cause her denial of problems isn’t infiltrating my head as much. I feel like I am beginning to realize how troublesome the relationship with my parents is. I have no parental figures in my life unfortunately. That I feel I can truly look up to. It hurts.