Feeling and expressing anger about the inability to get adequate help through your care providers is very healthy!!!
I am glad to see you are angry and are expressing your anger!

That said, you need them to tweak your meds, unless you are going to seek that type of assistance elsewhere?
It appears as though you need a tweak as soon as possible. You don't want to lose your job or hurt your standing there.

Do you think you can channel your anger by using that energy to help you to get in touch with your therapist and/or your pdoc? It seems you trust your therapist more. Call her!

I hope I am not antagonizing you. I care and I want to see you get better as soon as possible I do not want something detrimental happen in your life because of this.