For as long as I can remember I’ve always felt horrible with a need for attention and love but I had a good childhood. My dad worked a lot and didn’t express much emotion but never felt he didn’t love me. My mom paid a little more attention to my sister than me but I was still loved and had a good childhood.

so I understand why I’m a bit messed up now but most of these feelings that I have have been majority of my life. I’m confused as to why