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Originally Posted by Lemoncake
It's okay to not have productive days when you're so ill.
How are you feeling now?
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I was finally productive in the evening and was sweeping and mopping at midnight. i couldn't relax or wind down. I've been incredibly restless and wanted to do more...more cleaning, more homework, etc. I ended up going through my class schedule for the last 4 weeks of class and wrote down all the discussion questions and assignments that are due. I'm trying to stay ahead as much as possible.
I did punch a wall tonight. My 10 year old is really struggling. I met with his therapist today at his school and spent almost 2 hours with her.
I wasted my entire session tonight with T talking about my son. I blanked out everything else that's been on my mind besides that. I really want and feel like I should tell T about the SH and SI thoughts. I have an appointment tomorrow morning with the wound care clinic....I haven't been in 2-3 weeks now because I missed the last appointment and the dr was out last week.