Im now in my 30’s and I gotta say that I wish I went and got professional help sooner. I have come to the realization that I must not only cut ties with my narcissistic stepmother but also my half sister also. I was emotionally and physically abused by my stepmom my whole life since I was about 3 years old but the physical stuff stopped during my teens at some point. I once was somewhat successful in life but have quickly lost everything and my will to fight for my happiness. I lack a support team in my life as well which makes it even more difficult. I am here to say that it’s very admirable and brave what you did by getting rid of the toxic people of your family. You deserve to be happy just like everyone else and don’t let anyone (including family members) take that away from you. I wish you the best and I’m so sorry you experienced this type of treatment.