I was coming on to create a post, as my OCD is biting hard just now. I'm afraid I don't have answers....but, if you're on meds, don't be the proud one, who decided, I'm going to just stop taking meds, I wana live life without pills, no, please, never come off them, unless your Doc says that's fine. Reach for peace, people you know who'll catch you from the dark. Sending hugs n respect x