It is hard to deal with. I'm glad someone understands.

I had the first of many phone calls that hopefully won't involve crying and then forcing myself not to cry. Yet I need to get this out of me.



I don't know what to do. Any way I look at it, something happens to my job. It's good money, and then to add school on top of it.

In class, we are looking at sexuality. and that is a hot button topic for me right now. You think I would be comfortable writing about it but no, I"m not

I"m dammed if I do and dammed if I don't

I can't win. I wish my job was protected but it's not. I could lose my job.