I think the reason I want to stop thinking about him so bad is because he was a jerk. The only reason I can think of that he is creating such an emotional response in me is because he was really the only date I've ever been on. I had mostly female classmates in college and have most female co workers due to the fields I've worked. So it's not like I've had a chance to date since high school. So that is probably why I keep going back to my experience with this guy, its only one I've ever had.