I totally have no idea what I am going to talk about in T tonight. No idea whatsoever. I've decided I'm kind of dissociated. Not really with it. Maybe we will just talk about work or something. I don't want to get into anything too heavy. It feels like a waste of a T session though. I don't even want to go. But its too late to cancel and I don't want a missed session fee so I'll just go.