yes I am beginning to think I am a borderline sex addict because I use to watch porn and masterbate and talk sexual online to men all the time and I even met up with one guy from grindr a year ago and I regret it every day

the thing is I have been doing good and not watching porn and not talking dirty online or on the phone with guys and all of a sudden tonight I talked on the sex phone chat free line twice and masterbated and while it felt good at the time I feel bad now
but I think I might have a hold on the porn thing and the talking nasty online for now but I don't know how much more of this I can stand because the temptations get so hard