My thoughts have subsided greatly since I recently opened up to my mom and two best friends about them. However, the one obsessive thought that still seems to haunt me is the fact that I don't know if he ever got to see the homecoming pictures. I had no way of showing him then since he didn't have a Facebook and now I have him blocked on all social media because of the thoughts. I just need some way to stop feeling guilty about that and move on.