I'm trying to go out more but it's so hard for me and I've been improving I go out more and I'm proud of myself. Now today my family wanted to go out of the city I was gonna go but then I heard my brother was gonna go and that he's tipsy. I dont have a good relationship with my brother so I didn't go. I just dont like my brother even though he is my brother but he's done so many bad things to us and acts like he did nothing bad. I told my parents it's only matter of time before he does us dirty again. My sisters birthday is coming up and I told my parents if he comes to the birthday party I won't go. Nobody takes me serious. So I've been alone all day and currently chilling on my bed crying because I feel alone and everyone thinks I'm crazy. Aso nobody seems to notice my improvements.