Hello akamegakill: Since this is your first time posting, here on PC, welcome to Psych Central! The School & Study Issues forum, here on PC, may also be of interest. Here's a link:

https://psychcentralforums.com/school-and-study-issues/

The Coping with Emotions forum may also be one to check out:

https://psychcentralforums.com/coping-with-emotions/

I'm sorry you are struggling with all of this. Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support to you. Here are links to 4 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that touch upon the subject of coping with emotions as a teen plus 1 that discusses effective study habits:

Teens: Coping with Being Unwanted, Unloved and Unhappy

Techniques for Teens: How to Cope with Your Emotions

8 Tips for Teenage Depression

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/sext-...eling-nothing/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/top-10-...-habits/?all=1

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.