Hey,
I think I am lonely.
No I dont have a girlfriend.
I would like one, but not anyone, someone cute and interesting

Maybe try not to spend time keeping tabs on others' online status. I don't think it is helping you.
^ This is the problem, I keep tabs when I have the feeling that people might ignore me for no reason.. cause I dont think I am needy or text them a lot .. It happens for friends or for people I feel I have a connection with, not everyone.. but if I like a girl I do obsess more about it.

If a girl from tinder starts ignore me after 2-3 days of chat I am fine about it.
"Eh it did not work" state of mind.

But if a girl I like or a friend starts doing it it bothers me so much ..

I think this might be OCD related not sure..