This is an inflammatory comment to make to someone who is struggling with intrusive thoughts (at best) and paranoid delusions (at worst). You need to reign yourself in and understand that your personal experience of abuse in therapy does not operate as a blanket interpretation.

OP; This post reads as someone who is experiencing a break from reality. It might be useful for you to engage with some reality checking. Is there someone who you trust who could listen to the recording and tell you what they hear? How about showing your therapist this thread? Something like The Helicopter View might be useful for you at the moment https://www.getselfhelp.co.uk/docs/H...rWorksheet.pdf