This is a start of my weekend. For some strange reason I had elected to come to work on Monday and it's a holiday. The package carriers will be working that day. I wish that it was going to be a full holiday for us. It was going to and then the company changed it's mind. They've done that before.

Nothing planned for this weekend other than cleaning tomorrow morning and shopping afterwards. I seem like that part, but when it's over, then the weekend goes downhill emotionally for me.

I hope my friend and I will get together. But we're squabbling about who's coming over to who's place. He says that he can't come over because he's not able to and then I don't like going to his place because I don't feel comfortable there. As for me, I wouldn't feel comfortable if we just went halfway to meet. Maybe we might split up because of this. I am getting tired of him anyways and I think that he feels the same way about me. It's going to be hard to lose the only friend I've got. I hate to lose him but it's really hard to make friends.