I understand what you mean! I can relate. I do about the same. My advice, if you want it, would be to take things one step at the time. Do something each day. Take some steps every time you can. I realize it is hard, especially if there isn't any green around you. Is there any place that is relatively close to you that has it or that you'd like to go to in, uh? Perhaps you can start from there! I know it's hard. Try your best! That's ALWAYS enough since that's all we humans can do! I am sure that little by little you'll feel more active and you'll be able to go out of the house more as well. Let us know how it goes! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Seafarer, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones, ok?! Please NEVER EVER give up Hope no matter what happens, ok?! Always, ALWAYS try your best, ok?! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!