The problem with my daydreams now is, they are almost all pointless fake conversation about rubbish and nonsense.

Thanks. I am getting there,


I have been stopping a lot of fake conversation daydreams but still some go on too long. I just don't realise. I need to try harder with this.

I got up early today (6.00) and got all of my housework done and lots of chores. I feel better getting those out of the way.

I've done some drawing the past two days. They are rubbish, and I'm really wondering why I still bother trying to do this. I am no artist. I don't know why I feel the need to draw but then when I come to do it, I have no ideas, or my ideas just won't work on paper. They look nothing like what's in my head.

I have been reading a bit, but not much.

So haven't really succeeded in spending more time on enjoying myself. None of those zen moments.