Giving you lots of hugs. I can relate with you. Sometimes I feel completely empty because I've been hurt so much in my life, that sometimes I feel as if I don't deserved to be loved by anyone. Other times when people tell me they love me, I don't believe them because of the pain I feel and been manipulated by so many people in my past. So it's hard for me to truly see if anyone loves me or not. So I have a hard time being able to see it or notice it.