Welcome to Psych Central, lordkush. I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central.
You mentioned taking medications. So perhaps the Psychiatric Medications forum, here on PC, may also be of interest to you. Here's a link:
https://psychcentralforums.com/psychiatric-medications/
You wrote that you think you may have ADHD. So here are links to 2 articles, from Psych Central's archives, on that subject:
ADHD in Adults
Treatment for ADHD in Adults
I hope you find PC to be of benefit.