Hi!

Thank you very much for reply.

As i said i was never attracted to men and i am still not. I mean not physically.

I saw my very supportive friend on a photo and i don't feel attraction towards him. I mean, this photo doesnt bring me any emotions aside of being scared that i might be with this person. I don't know how would i react if i had met him in person to try to be togather.

However as i said before. His kindness and caring for me took me over to the state where i feel i want to have a sex with him despite that he's man. Dunno what would happen if we 'did' that. All i can say is that i cant stand watching gay porn too much, it skyrockets my anxiety and makes me wanna puke.