Freaking out meaning letting the stress of the holidays get to me. Letting little things get to me and turning them into bigger things. When I freak out, I will wanna say **** it all and wanna throw something. Haven’t freaked out since I quit the Vyvanse. I have been trying to make an effort to not turn little things into bigger issues.

Little steps, you know? Rome wasn’t rebuilt in a day. Lol