I have had a lot of self-esteem problems over the years, although in the past couple of months I have regained a lot of it. But I still have doubts about how I look to others, specifically women. In my past, there have been moments where sometimes a woman has straight told me that I was unattractive or ugly physically, that I was too ugly for any girl to like me, and/or looked awkward/weird. So I was wondering if any female members would like to take a quick look at a face portrait of me and give me a rating on the 1-10 scale or just written feedback in general if I really look ugly and/or weird.

It probably would have to be via PM, instead of posting my photo publicly here. I am a bit paranoid that anyone whom I may know in person might somehow see a photo of me and immediately identify me.

Thanks a lot in advance.