Don't give up, Have Hope. You're doing SO well!
Misunderstandings occur (this is the internet, and we are all sensitive people) but don't let it add to your despair.
As a member who was brought to my knees by a miserable workplace, I applaud your decision.
No offence to the others on this thread. I know, for instance, that Seesaw has had work issues in the past. But in Have Hope's situation, it might be a case of if you haven't experienced it, you can't understand it.