Hi Happy Crafter

Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot to me that someone actually understands what I'm going through.

I actually have a younger brother who has competed with me his entire life. He's always wanted and RECEIVED all of the attention, love, support, money, etc. He enjoys it. Needless to say, my relationship isn't great with him either.

Regarding therapy, I've been seeing a Psychologist for about 6 years now on a monthly basis. Honestly, besides being able to talk and let off some steam, I haven't made any progress. Maybe it's the frequency that's an issue?