I am getting frustrated at myself and at H over our whole situation. He still hasn't returned our kids' birth certificates or social security cards to me in the 2 weeks I've been home. He says he forgets to bring them over when he stops by, but my son said he had them in his car today with him. I asked him to bring them inside and he took off. I don't know why I'm getting so upset over it and wondering if I'm making a bigger deal out of it than it really is. Yet I have been angry about it and feel like he's lying to me or using it as bait for something to get back at me for reporting him to the police.

He asked to try marriage therapy again so we're meeting with a T on Friday virtually. I'm not hopeful that it'll work since the last 2 times we tried were a bust.

I'm hurt and upset about all of this. I really don't know how I'm still going and haven't called it quits yet between this and covid.