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Default Jun 17, 2020 at 04:41 AM
 
Still not eating well... Yesterday we had breakfast and a small dinner around 6pm. We haven't slept. We are hungry but we haven't eaten and it's 4:30am now. We'll get breakfast on our way to IOP around 9am. Hopefully we can make ourselves eat it... We've had that happen... Bought it and then couldn't eat it... Just drank the coffee, which was sweetened and had cream, admittedly. There is that. We admitted to our T about the eating kinda offhandedly... Like in a "we don't want go there right now" kind of way. She seemed to get it... She made note verbally and didn't push. We just wish that we could not eat at all... But being diabetic, we have to eat something. Our body will completely shut down if it doesn't get at least some food. Cream and sugar in coffee isn't enough. And that the only other real source of calories we have. We're trying. It's just so hard... We know we need to eat but it's hard... How do y'all do it?

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