Hi @jrae - I am so sorry to hear you have had so many losses in such a short time. It must be rough to keep knowing they are gone.

I have had to reinvent my life since my losses. It is not easy starting over but it has made life more tolerable.

Some people I know always have 2 pets so if one dies they have another. Usually one is young and the other old.

I hope you can keep eating. I eat every 3 hours with a low carb high protein snack or meal and it helps my mood stay more stable to. Have you considered a grief counselor or a grief support group. There are online ones in you cannot do in person ones in your area.