Hi friends,

So today is the day five months ago that I was hospitalized in a mental hospital. Well I spent a day and a half in the ER and then was transferred to a mental hospital. This is the anniversary of that.


I still have traumatic memories of being in the hospital....five months down the road. This happens every 25th of the month but also on other days too. Certain things remind me of the hospital and then the memories come.

Does it get better like a year or two out? Maybe it's just not been long enough that I've been dealing with this? It feels like every 25th will be hard for me. I tried talking to my parents but they don't get it. I'm going to try talking to my therapist again but so far she hasn't gotten it.


Yeah, some good has come out of being hospitalized but it doesn't take away the bad. It doesn't overcome the hellishness of the hospital.


Does it ever get better?