Dearest friends, warriors,

I am taking so many pills and yet I don’t seem to improve, I still get depressed and afraid and anxious. I go down and up and I don’t know how to keep a job anymore. I’m to sensitive and people Today are aggressive or passive aggressive or may be a little more than before, but that really affects me. I am losing myself in despair, I cannot still see my kids, I cannot even get a picture and yet I wonder what did I do that was so wrong to deserve this.

I am losing my kids and there is nothing I can do. My mother is slowly dying and my country is destroyed. What am I doing here in Japan, when Japanese never want foreigners, most racists people.

Cruel society. And the world is a mess and know where should I be

Please help me